Wednesday, February 3, 2010

Something to be excited about......Continued

Well last Friday I went in for my working interview. I was nervous at first. It has been over 3 years and I didn't know what to expect. Things felt a little strange while I was assisting, but muscle memory took over and I was remembering things that I thought I had forgotten. It was really nice to know that I still had all that information storied away in my memory. Afterward Dr. Williams offered me the position and offered to let me think about it over the weekend. He said that the job would be every other Friday for now from 8-5pm and that they wanted to work up to every Friday. There was one point during the day that really made me nervous though. Dr. Williams said that there was and emergency patient trying to get a hold of us. This was around 12:00pm that he told me this and I only had my kids watched until 2:00pm and was freaking out hoping that the patient wouldn't be able to get a hold of us. (not to be rude or anything to the patient, but I wanted to get home to my kids.) Thank goodness they didn't get a hold of us, but that one experience gave me a lot to think about. Yesterday I call and told Dr. Williams that I would not be able to take the job, but I really enjoyed my time assisting him, and that I would be happy to temp. sometime if they needed me to. I didn't like the feeling of having an obligation to a job and my kids at the same time. What would I do if there was an emergency and I was at work and so was Brent. I don't know how working moms do it and I respect them. I love my kids so much, and I'm greatful that I don't have to work so I can stay home with me kids.

3 comments:

  1. Even though it didn't work out, I'm glad that you were able to make the decision that will be best for you and your family and feel peace about it. If the time comes when you want to go back to work when the kids are older and more independent, at least you'll know that you still have the skills to do it!

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  2. Those precious little granchildren of mine have the BEST Mom in the world!! I love you, Carol.

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  3. Interesting how life works out huh? Glad you made the best choice for your family. :)

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